Archive for February, 2007
Saturday, February 24th, 2007
The Gift Of Life…My Life
You are as close to me as anyone or anything has ever been. You have been with me through times of depression, you have calmed me when I’ve become anxious…..at times being the only hope of getting me through those long, lonely days. It was you that stuck by me when life seemed so hopeless.
Our [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Brain Lock
You tell me that you understand
Reach out and take my trembling hand
Let our minds and souls unite
Absorb the pain that fills my life
Beads of sweat pouring down
It’s time to mutilate your crown
Don’t let the pain interfere
Your brain has locked into gear
Madness grows deep within
Blood stains glisten on your skin
Life is waiting, it’s getting late
You’re stuck [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Being Me
What lies ahead a mystery
my only crime…being me
A prisioner of this lonely fight
losing hope, losing sight
Walls are slowly moving in
revealing tales of where I’ve been
In search of what I call my own
in this makeshift world I call home
No place to lie my battered head
no promises of a warm soft bed
No kids to stand by my [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
One Girls Journey
I’d given up on all my dreams
Exhausted all my obvious means
The light in the tunnel seemed so far away
Slipped further and further from me day by day
I’d reached the bottom, didn’t matter how hard I tried
Ashamed and alone….I failed again I thought as I cried
I then saw a light shining through
Beyond these tears I saw [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
From Skinned Up Knees… To Broken Dreams
A little girl inside your womb
You nourished me with love
More than a child in you eyes
A gift from up above
From that first breath I took
You sheltered me from harm
Embracing this little girl
In your loving arms
It wasnt always easy
You gave it all you had
Taking on the role of both my mom and dad
It was you who [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
In This Life
This world in which I exist
has simply gone insane
My each and every waking hour
consumed by tears and pain
I’ve given all that I can give
there’s nothing left inside
No hopes and dreams of better days
no dignity or pride
How can you expect me to carry on
to hold my head up high
When the only way to ease such pain
is [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
The Saint In You
You gaze into my broken world
Through your perfect eyes
Forsaking my dignity
To validate the lies
You pry into my weakened mind
And reach into my heart
Manipulating my inner being
Tearing it apart…
Enlightening me with wisdom
You’ve gathered through the years
The heartaches that you’ve endured
As if our lives were mirrored
You knew the pain I had felt
You had been there too
Reminding me [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Inside of Me
The cold dark night my only friend
Have I finally reached the end
I close my weary eyes and pray
Lord, how can I face another day
A demon only I can see
Living deep inside of me
Depriving me of feeling whole
It took my life, it took control
The laughter that once filled my days
Now clouded by an emotional haze
The sun [...]
