Archive for February, 2007
Saturday, February 24th, 2007
The Gift Of Life…My Life
You are as close to me as anyone or anything has ever been. You have been with me through times of depression, you have calmed me when I’ve become anxious…..at times being the only hope of getting me through those long, lonely days. It was you that stuck by me when life seemed so hopeless. [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Brain Lock
You tell me that you understand Reach out and take my trembling hand Let our minds and souls unite Absorb the pain that fills my life Beads of sweat pouring down It’s time to mutilate your crown Don’t let the pain interfere Your brain has locked into gear Madness grows deep within Blood stains glisten [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Being Me
What lies ahead a mystery my only crime…being me A prisioner of this lonely fight losing hope, losing sight Walls are slowly moving in revealing tales of where I’ve been In search of what I call my own in this makeshift world I call home No place to lie my battered head no promises of [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
One Girls Journey
I’d given up on all my dreams Exhausted all my obvious means The light in the tunnel seemed so far away Slipped further and further from me day by day I’d reached the bottom, no matter how hard I tried I failed again…I thought as I cried I then saw a light shining through Beyond [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
From Skinned Up Knees… To Broken Dreams
A little girl inside your womb You nourished me with love More than a child in you eyes A gift from up above From that first breath I took You sheltered me from harm Embracing this little girl In your loving arms It wasnt always easy You gave it all you had Taking on the [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
In This Life
This world in which I exist has simply gone insane My each and every waking hour consumed by tears and pain I’ve given all that I can give there’s nothing left inside No hopes and dreams of better days no dignity or pride How can you expect me to carry on to hold my head [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
The Saint In You
You gaze into my broken world Through your perfect eyes Forsaking my dignity To validate the lies You pry into my weakened mind And reach into my heart Manipulating my inner being Tearing it apart… Enlightening me with wisdom You’ve gathered through the years The heartaches that you’ve endured As if our lives were mirrored [...]
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007
Inside of Me
The cold dark night my only friend Have I finally reached the end I close my weary eyes and pray Lord, how can I face another day A demon only I can see Living deep inside of me Depriving me of feeling whole It took my life, it took control The laughter that once filled [...]